haih

macam ni la manusia.
bile happy macam2 jnji ade.
itu la ini la.
nk bt tu la nk bt ini la.
well.tgh happy kn.
mcm tu lah.

tapi bile ade mslh,
tk pulak cari jalan nk selesaikn.
bt keputusan sndiri pulak tu.
em.bagi ak, smue mslh bleh selesai asl bncg elok2.
bg ak jgk satu keputusan tu xbleh di buat time kite tgh marah or sedih.

why?

sbb bile kite tgh mrh or sedih
keputusan yg dibuat tu selalunye mnjurus ke arah bnde yg lbih negatif.
bukannye mnyelesaikn masalah.
tapi memburukkan lagi keadaan.

hujan

sekarang pukul 6.30 pm.
hujan pulak. sejukk giler.
dahla dk sorg2 je kt rumah.
mak,ayh n abg pegi hspital.huhu.
tggl la ak sorg2 kt rumah ni.
terfikir plak nk tulis blog.

kdg2 ak terfikir, ak ni org yg mcm mn eh?
agk2 org suka ak tak?
klau yg bnci mybe la ade.
tp. lagi rmai yg bnci ke yg suka?
mcm mn nk buat orang suke kite?

hmm.

dlm hidup ni kite xbleh nk hlg org utk bnci kite.
x bleh jgk nk puaskn hati semue org.
ape yg kite bleh bt adalah melakukan yg terbaik shj.
jangan cari psl dgn org.jgn saketkn hati org.
jadi diri sndiri.x payah dk bt2 baek or try to be someone else.
sbb ape?
dgn cara ni je org akn suke kite sbb diri kite yg sbnrnye.
org akn mghargai kite utk siape kite yg sbnrnye.

jd diri sndiri.

ak rase ak dh jd yg terbaek yg ak bleh jd.
ak tk suke ikut je ape yg org ckp.x kesah bnde tu bnde baek ke buruk.
bagi ak, kalau ak nk bt sesuatu bnde, adlh sbb ak yg nk bt.
sbb ak tw, ak jgk yg kene tnggung semue bnde yg akn jd after ak bt sesuatu keputusan.
at the end of the day, ak takkan salahkn org laen klau jadi ape ape.

tserah kt org laen utk fikir dari sudut dorg sdiri.
biarla ape yg org nk nilai dkt ak.
yg ak taw, ak takkan mnyusahkan sape sape.

...speechless friday...

forgive me.

My heart just wants to say sorry

please know that I want to make things right again

I know i have hurt you and

it has been very mean on my part

Letting U know,

that i am repentant fr everything that happened between us

and how much I'm wishing fr things to be the same

as they were

All i want to do is to apologize with all my heart.

I AM REALLY SORRY.

no more you.

i am hpy to see u hpy with the person who i think is the best fr u.
it is obvious that u are crazy about her, which is a good thing.
i hope fr the best fr both of u even if i have to admit that i am quite jealous.haha:D

they said,

"u will never realize how much u like someone,
until u watch him liking someone else"

HAHA.

this is so TRUEEE !!!

rumors !

we are really excited since majaka is coming.
but what??
majaka cancel?

well, i think that is the most frustrating thing that I've ever heard.
how come majaka tk jadi?
mcm ntah pape je.

ktrg pnylah beriyer plan nk jmpe time majaka.dh siap cari trnspot and tmpt nk stay bagai.
kejadahnye cancel plak?

adoyaii.

alasan sekolah, our prncipal tk nak students kelam kabut sbb time 2 tgh exam.
ape kaitn lak? bkn budak2 pmr ke yg in charge majaka ni.
so, there shouldn't be any problem la kn?

dgr2, majaka dh dtukar dgn event laen.
karnival sukan.?
hahaha.
boring boring boring.

p/s: bnde ni still lagi dlm pertmbangan pihak sklh.

em, sbr la ye kwn2..

hey you !

i just dont know what to do or what to say anymore.
i guess my advices wont work right?

hmm.

its not like i dont care about your hobbies or anything.
but i am just concern about your safety.
i know that i am not the right person to stop you from doing anything.
so, that is why i act like i dont care, even if i do care a lot.

dear mr. hafizi,
i know that you are reading this.
please, take a great care of yourself.
okayy?

p/s: sory marah2.it is for your own sake jgk laa.

flashback.

"mas ! jom g koop. lapar laaa"
"em.ok2.jap2.ak nk amek brg ak jp.tggu ak kt dpn koop eh.jap ag ak dtg bwk knci"

ak ngn deelot pn cpt2 kemas brg.ni la untg ade knci koop.hari2 bleh msk koop tu.haha.x kesah la mlm ke ptg ke subuh pn bleh.haha.time tu dh nk hbes prep mlm.smue dk ajk ak pegi koop.ak pn plik gk.asal la minah2 ni beriyer sgt hari ni.slalu dorg amek je knci.tp mlm ni beriyer lak ajk ak pegi same.lps tu,smpai je kt dpn koop ak plik la.td mcm rmai yg nk pegi.asl ade kitrg je.hmm.

"mas, xbleh bkak la padlock ni.kau la try bukak"

then, ak pn bkak la.mmg la dpt.malu la presiden x pndai bkk knci koop.huhu.
lps tu, ak pn bkak la lmpu.

tibe tibe !!

"SUPRISE ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAS AND DEELOT !"

haha.mmg bajet gile la dorg nie.pttla dk sengih2 je spnjg prep mlm tu.rupenye dh ade plan nk celebrate bday ak n deelot.haha.dahla bt time prep, klau wardens dpt tw, mmg ak la org ptama yg akn kne mrh ngn dorg nti.tp naseb baekla dorg ni pndai plan syp2.tkdela kntoi ngn wrdens.

"happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to mas n deelot
happy birthday to u !!!"

smbil dorg pegang kek secret recipe yg sdp gile tu dorg nynyi.
xtaw la mcm mn ak nk dscribe ape yg ak n deelot rase time 2.mmg hpy tu xyh nk crite la kn.
tp ktrg rase btuah gile la.

TERHARU !

even mase tu kite smue tgh ade knflik cket yg ak pn dh x igt dh psl ape.korg still bleh igt nk clbrte.honestly, i thought that u guys were mad at me.but, it really shows that no matter what happens, we are there for each other.

to myzack,faeq,yana,ieka,shiema,fasyiq and mun,
seriously, thank you :')

if u read this, i want u to know that,

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST !
imysm :')

the truth.

all the best :)

gdluck to those people who are going to sit fr their STAM tmrw.
especially to my two great friends,
mr. izzat zakwan and mr. mohd nur aidil.
do your very best.i know you can do it!
fighting !

lalala :)

terima kaseh en. hafizi :)

a whole day trip.

final exam x habes pn lg.ktrg dh beriyer2 bt trip plak.huhu.

actually bende ni tk plan pon.tgh ktrg dk sebok mkn2 megi,tbe2 ntah mcm mane ntah bleh terfikir nk overnite kt rumah tirah.semate2 sbb nk mkn je sbnrnye.haha:)

rasenye smua org happy hari tu.walaupun dlm kereta tu sampai ade 8+1 org including adam si hensem.hehe.
bak kate trah hamdan, "kite kn snsd"huhu.

tkkan lupe pnye lah :)

jmpe lagi semester depan :D

hello hello.

haha.akhirnya, slps stahun x updte blog.
tibe2 rndu nk blogging blk.

welcome back :)ngee.